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Tell me what to do.

What do you want? You do this all the time.

I just need...

Me to save you?

You know what? Really, fuck you.

Have you eaten lately?

Why would you? You've got the four food groups wrapped around your wrist there.

She needs someone to take care of her.

No need to apologize.

You ruin your day if you see this stretcher come up.

Maybe it was a whim.

She didn't really mean it.

That's comforting.

It is actually.

Just means you don't have to choose.

Choose what?

Between getting on the train or throwing yourself in front of it.

Is that a choice you make?

Let's just say I admire the capacity for suicide.

I hope you don't think you could have saved her.

I gave her some money.

But then I saw her in desperation and I just walked away.

I couldn't stand her neediness.

I hated it.

Is that so terrible?

I think it is.

And you don't feel anything?

People like that, they don't listen. They don't know what's good for them.

I saw her shove you.

Did you?

Perhaps I should have given her some money.

Brought her home.

Given her a bath, a meal.

But she wanted love.

What do you feel?

When I write.

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